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“It is sometimes an appropriate response to reality to go insane.”
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This is the latest I’ve been up in a month. After our excursion I spent the rest of the night gaming. Ate that sushi for dinner so I’ll save the leftovers for lunch. I’ve drank more coffee in ...
Good Day Back in Hello
Ma and I went to Blue Plate Cafe for breakfast. She ate, I didn’t as I had oatmeal before I left River Valley. It was nice to come home and cuddle up with Lily. She had purrs in store for me. ...
256 Entries in Hello
Damn y’all write a lot. I’m back. The rehab facility was a joke. Most of the staff hated each other. Big push on God/higher power to get/stay sober. I kept a day to day journal, a lot of which is...
See Y'all In 30 Days! in Hello
6:04 AM Woke up thirty minutes ago. I’m having a smoke before I take a shower. All packed up. One duffel bag, one suitcase and a carry bag with my toiletries. I’m nervous. I’ll be fine thoug...
Feet N Knees in Hello
Mom took off today to spend time with me. We went walking around the historical district downtown. Houses there date back to the early 1800’s. A lot of Civil War history as we were occupied by...
Oh Look, Another Entry in Hello
It’s 1:36 AM and of course I’m awake. Just waiting on the trazodone to kick in. Mom took tomorrow (today?) off to hang before I go in on Monday. I’m browsing Google images for my next tattoo id...
Reflection in Hello
Seeing how I’m off to rehab Monday I’ve been thinking about my life. Namely when I finally admitted I was an alcoholic. Either 2009 or 2010. That was around the time I found this underrated dar...
Off My Chest Rant in Hello
I went to Krystal’s today for some cheese burger sliders. Had to stand around for ten minutes before the girl took my order then another THIRTY minutes to get my food. “Fast” food my ass! There ...
MONDAY MONDAY MONDAY!!! in Hello
At ten AM, I’ll be checking into rehab. Went out today and got the rest of the essentials I’ll be taking with me. Namely cigarettes heh.
Filet Mignon And Endless Errands in Hello
I am so tired. Managed roughly five hours of sleep. Hit the road about nine. Breakfast at Blue Plate, off to the library, then surgery center to clear paperwork, Walmart for my rehab essentials,...
Even after taking a trazodone I can’t fucking sleep. 🤬 I have way too much shit to do in the morning and afternoon to deal with this right now.
Afternoon Adventure in Hello
Let me start by saying I’m super tired, the DayQuil has worn off (I’ve taken more) and I’m super full. My aunt called saying her car broke down last night and she needed a lift to it to get some...
Old Number 7 in Hello
Just got off the phone with River Valley. My assessment has been processed and I’m number 7 on the list. Rehab here I come. Probably another few weeks though. I’m feeling better, sinuses are...
Officially October 25th in Hello
RIP Dad I was watching a rerun of No Reservation with Anthony Bourdain when sure enough I dozed off. Managed to catch a nap this evening. Anyways it’s almost four and I’m awake. Dunno what I w...
I tried to go to group today but when the counselor heard how stuffy I am I was sent away. Oh well, whatever. Ran my errands for the day now watching the Criminal Minds marathon. I normally don’...
The Long Sleep in Hello
I didn’t fall asleep till sunrise today. Crashed hard and slept like a log. Glad to report that I’m feeling better. Still stuffy but aches n pains n cough are gone. Hell, after I eat I migh...
Can't Seem To Shake This Off in Hello
Still got a bit of a cough and still really congested. My head feels like it’s full of helium. Already emailed the counselor I’ll be out again tomorrow. Currently sucking down a cherry Icee. A...
Let's Put A Smile On That Face in Hello
Please show your tickets at the window as you come inside. My name is Nigel and I’ll be your tour guide, I’ll be happy to answer questions on anything that’s shown. First we’ve got a big surpris...
Despite The Minor Win in Hello
I’m so depressed tonight. Just talked with Mom for forty minutes face to face. I don’t know what’s wrong. Dad died on Oct. 25th 1999. If that’s what’s bothering me? I know I wished him alive...
I didn’t even make it into the courtroom. My hacking caught the attention of the Wellstone liaison who went and talked to the judge. A few minutes later the bailiff came out with a slip I had t...
Insomnia Or Nerves? in Hello
I’m not going to be able to sleep tonight. My throat is hurting and my cough has come back. I haven’t taken any more medicine for the past two days. I want to walk into court tomorrow sick as ...
Dear Readers in Hello
If I don’t post an entry tomorrow afternoon/night, I’m in jail. The PO lady never answered my email today if she spoke to the judge about me being sick. So I’m going to go in there tomorrow an...
Bacon Wrapped Crow in Hello
Bizarre Foods America is on in the background. I’m super snotty today. 🤧 I emailed the probation lady who forwarded it to the judge that I’m sick. If you can’t tell I’m trying to get another co...
Waxing The Dome in Hello
Shaved my head and lotioned it. I need to get more razors, this one is getting dull and I don’t have any replacements. Still feeling awful. I’ve got court Friday. Odds are likely I’ll be loc...
Nicotine Fiend in Hello
I can’t smoke cause the throat hurts too much so I got some Nicorette Gum. The taste is meh but it’s doing the trick. I was feeling better but then all the meds wore off. I’m about to take so...
