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“It is sometimes an appropriate response to reality to go insane.”

Philip K. Dick

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April 26, 2020

11 Weeks Sober in Hello

I’ll do the answers for the AMA next entry. Today is one more week down. Things have been decent. Work still is…well…work. Peacock and I are pretty much in a relationship at this point. I’m l...


April 25, 2020

Ask Me Anything (Why Not?) in Hello

Seems people are doing these so I guess I’ll get on the bandwagon. Ask away!


She’s asleep next to me in bed. We’re, “unofficial officially.” From here she says things will get messy as time progresses once divorce starts, asked if I wanted to back out. I love this girl as...


April 21, 2020

Hazel Green in Hello

Sitting in my car while Peacock is in her dentist office getting some work done. I offered to drive in case she was too foggy. Last week we had a lengthy discussion about us. Feelings were co...


April 20, 2020

4/20 in Hello

Happy 4/20 to all the stoners out there!


April 19, 2020

10 Weeks Sober in Hello

Yup! Bought a new mattress today and she was with me to help break it in…and laugh hysterically when trying to get the damn thing in my car.


April 18, 2020

My Eyes Burn in Hello

5:13 PM Still awake. Spent the day with her after work. The last few times alone we’ve gotten into deeper conversation about things and what exactly is going on. Car ride took us on my route fr...


April 15, 2020

Stimulated in Hello

Got my stimulus payment today. Fucked Peacock’s brains out a little while ago. Returned to work last night. Apparently there are spies abound watching me now. This is such bullshit.


April 14, 2020

Don't Wanna! in Hello

I return to work tonight. The only joy I’ll get is seeing Peacock. I’m just not feeling it tonight…


April 13, 2020

Days In Suspension in Hello

I’ve stayed stoned, beat two video games and have had Peacock’s company damn near every day.


April 13, 2020

Almost Forgot! in Hello

9 Weeks Sober!


April 12, 2020

Happy Zombie Jesus Day! in Hello

Mom is going to bake a ham so I’ll probably stay stoned like I did yesterday. Happy Easter, y’all. Despite me smoking out like a freight train I actually got a lot done. Lawn mowed, Paxil refi...


As for me I just got back from a good long drive down some country roads in this beautiful weather.


April 11, 2020

Stolen from Ferret Mom in Hello

▪︎1. What was the last thing you drank? Water ▪︎2. Where was your profile picture taken? Stanley Spadowki’s Playhouse! ▪︎3. Worst pain ever? Pinched sciatic nerve or gout flare up. Either way I ...


April 10, 2020

Four Day Weekend in Hello

Due to some bad parts I ran last week I got written up and a two day no pay suspension. I wanted some time off but this isn’t the way.


April 09, 2020

Duhn Duhn in Hello

Watching Law and Order. Fuggin’ love this show. Peacock bought breakfast for us after work this morning. Didn’t realize Sonic had some bad ass breakfast food. French toast sticks rules. My t...


April 07, 2020

Oh Ya!!! in Hello

I finally got off during sex today! She’s averaged about two orgasms each time, she then told me it’s about time. Lol I consumed way too many pain pills recently. I came down off them Sunday ni...


20 quarantine questions. Answer truthfully. Are you an Essential worker? Medical part manufacturer, so yes. How many drinks have you had since the quarantine began? Zero! If you have kids, are th...


April 07, 2020

Figures in Hello

Since January we’ve been promised raises in April. That’s canceled. They’re blaming surgeons not order in parts (then why do we work Saturday’s) and that orders are low. Then why did we post rec...


April 06, 2020

Not Feeling So Hot in Hello

I feel queasy. Feelings been with me all day. Fell asleep shortly after work and missed her call so she went home. Now I’m fully awake and my tummy still feels uneasy. Ugh


April 05, 2020

8 Weeks! in Hello

Officially two months sober today. With all the chaos in the world it sure feels longer. A Hell of a lot longer.


April 04, 2020

More Itchin' in Hello

Seriously, I’m about to take sandpaper and iodine to my skin if this doesn’t stop! I’m off tonight and tomorrow. Been up playing God of War last few hours. Nothing planned for this weekend. Hel...


April 03, 2020

Lot 'O Gravy in Hello

Itching to high heavens. Argh! I wanna chew on myself like an animal. Purchased more pills off her and spent the night at work high. They actually pep me up so I was on my feet the entire sh...


April 02, 2020

Sonnuva! in Hello

My Zippo decided to run away from me. Can’t find the damn thing which sucks ‘cause I love the sound it makes and the smell of the fuel. I’ll find it, damnit! Peacock gave me some pain meds from ...


April 01, 2020

I'm Fine in Hello

Bad night at work. I fucking hate running the Swiss machines. Came home, got stoned, got laid. All is good. Sorta.


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