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“It is sometimes an appropriate response to reality to go insane.”
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Feelings In The Wild in Hello
There are no words For what I want to say No description For what I feel It’s a non-emotion It’s something gray Way down Inside of me -Minor Threat I have felt that all day.
That Really Sucked in Hello
I’ve been jonesin’ for a drink sin Saturday night. Treated mom out and got fixated on the drink menu. That carried over into tonight. Luckily I was able to talk to a friend which calmed my nerv...
Stuffed Jive Turkey in Hello
Tonight was the quarterly meeting/dinner. They fed us Steak Out. I ordered the beef tips with sweet potato, buttered roll and side salad with balsamic vinaigrette. Damn. I DID NOT want to go b...
Okay, Now It's Time in Hello
One month off booze. I’m bummed tonight, have a headache and really don’t want to think anymore tonight.
According to my day counter on Reddit it hasn’t been a month. Only twenty-eight days. Oops?
12:29 AM (One Month MF'er!) in Hello
It is now one month sober for me as of midnight. I found myself having a mild craving for a drink Saturday night but the knowledge that one month was upon me strengthened my determination. I wen...
Yeah Baby I Hear The Blues A'Callin in Hello
Frasier is on again. Just got finished enjoying a small bag of Starburst gummies. Work tonight was smooth. Left the lathe running with only one adjustment to diameter size of the bolt I was ma...
Narrowing The Cheekbones in Hello
Logan’s Run is on in the background. Laying on the heating pad. Despite lack of sleep life has been good lately. Peacock is coming by tomorrow and we both have a topic to discuss about our add...
Tree-Fordy-Fife Ay Em in Hello
My feet and lower back are killing me tonight. For once I’m actually in my bed and not the couch. Will sleep come easy? Probably not.
Lost Romance in Hello
Woke up on the wrong side of the couch today. Went to get a hotdog for lunch. Out of liquid cheese and the mustard dispenser jizzed all over my cargo shorts, not the actual hotdog. I got into...
Tossed Salad And Scrambled Eggs in Hello
I’ve been watching Frasier reruns late at night after work. Almost forgot how funny this show was. Tempted to buy the DVD sets. Actually have been REAL tempted to rebuild my collection from DV...
They're Survivors, Mr. Wayne in Hello
Not Pets! Batman: The Animated Series is beautiful in Blu Ray. 4:07 AM Therapy was at noon and we dived in to one of the EMDR techniques. Pretty interesting. Afterwards I ran a few errands and...
13 minutes till quitting time. Three hours of sleep. 5 AM to 8 AM. Dealership fixed car. Bought tickets for concert. Traffic ticket was tossed. Went to work. I can barely stand right now without ...
Pins And Needles in Hello
My hands are really sore tonight. Over use. I’m really beat. Been pretty busy at work. By now the job I’m on has become a repetitive routine but we’re nearing the end of the run. I have no i...
Zombie Jesus Day! in Hello
I slept till two in the afternoon. Was having difficulty sleeping last night so I took two pills and zonked out hard. No wonder, I’ve been pretty damn busy all week. Ate a sandwich with some o...
Sheriff, John in Hello
Bugs Bunny meets Robin Hood on in the background. Got off early for Good Friday. Peacock came by and we had wild hot monkey sex twice. We got up early today as we both had things to do. I mow...
No Sleep 'Till in Hello
BROOKLYN!!!!! Hardly slept last night. Ate at least three big handfuls of freakin’ chocolate eggs. I know the alcohol is put of my system when I’m craving sugar hardcore. Got up at nine-thirty...
I'm Afraid Our Time Is Up in Hello
I forgot how funny Frasier was. Been catching the three AM reruns on a local network that airs old television series. The mechanic took less than five minutes to tell me I need to take the car to...
More Stuffz And Court Update in Hello
Sunday night Peacock came over and we had a long talk about everything from the beginning of our relationship till now. It boils down to me being miserable since I broke up with her and she has g...
Flow My Tears in Hello
Tonight was seven days sober. Court in less than twelve hours. Since I don’t have my liquid comfort I’ve been an emotional wreck since Wednesday. I don’t know what’s going to happen. Thursday I ...
Caution: I Don't Sit Still in Hello
3:08 AM. Doc at 9. I lie here by the light of one lamp, the visuals and sounds of Looney Tunes with the fan casting a light breeze upon my exposed flesh. Sylvester the cat is doing a bad French a...
Steamed Not Stirred in Hello
I’d kill right now for a fucking drink.
FUCK THE POLICE! in Hello
I’ve got a headlight out that I’m going to get fixed this weekend. (I think there is an electrical problem in the car ‘cause a new bulb wouldn’t work.) Well, I got pulled over less than half a ...
Adulting 101 in Hello
Paid off the lawyer. Paid the accountant for my taxes. Called and made the appointment with the new psychiatrist.
Sleeeep... in Hello
I’ve woken up waaay too early for me today and yesterday. Today I friggin’ got up at 6:30 AM. The week at work was really good so of course Friday had to suck. The engraving tool wasn’t, well, ...
