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“It is sometimes an appropriate response to reality to go insane.”
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I Want An Engineering Degree in Hello
Five grand a semester. I still want it but can’t afford it.
Not Too Shabby in Hello
The new job isn’t so bad. Just three other guys and me. Left to myself running two old Okuma FANUC controlled machines which is what I cut my teeth on when I worked at Parker. Cast iron valves...
6:28 AM in Dreams And Nightmares
Dozed off sometime after 9 PM. Had weird dreams all night as well as kept waking up like every hour. The one dream I can remember is the city tore down all the houses across the street, dug up a...
Take Off The Rose Tinted Glasses in Hello
https://www.prosebox.net/entry/1095318/lost/?nav=author A few weeks later I cracked and relapsed. She got really mad and broke her hand punching me twice in the process. She was looking for a...
I Don't Wanna! in Hello
Start the new job tomorrow but I need money and I have to get out of this mausoleum I mean house. I tried to get two cheeseburgers at Wendy’s earlier but I forgot how awful the service is at th...
Yesterday's Crap in Hello
After I wrote the entry Enjoying Single Life Yet the song I posted reminded me of past lovers and yeah, I teared up. I still had errands to run so the first stop was Zero Gravity for a body clean...
Released 1986 and it floppd. Directed by Michael Mann of Heat fame. This most famous bank robbery gunfight in cinema history. Rumor is he got rid of the sound effects and used the actual blanks ...
Think I'll Cry Myself To Sleep Tonight in Hello
It’s been bad. I just don’t we....feel....care to talk about things anymore.
“He must press on soon. He must select his fellow performers. Already he had copied several films of Fourth of July family outings. The end of summer always brought a rush of business at the f...
Enjoying Single Life? in Hello
I’ve got a full Delta 8 vape pen and a list of errands to run. Get stoned, blast some tunes and have fun while doing it… Times like this I really miss having someone accompany me in my misadvent...
Everytime I Try To Get Out in Hello
They pull me back in. I’m trying HARD to avoid the internet. Mostly for my own mental health because as a world we are fucked. There is no fixing it. Not anymore. So I’ve turned my downtime bac...
Tender Peppery Sweetness (Rib Recipe) in Hello
Made the dry rub indirect heat ribs again tonight. Except this time I rubbed them down in mustard before adding the dry rub. Not fall off the bone tender (over cooked) but you got a nice tear aw...
Nailed It! in Hello
Just got a call for a start date at the job I interviewed for two hours ago. Monday. Bright and early at 6 AM. I’m still gonna check out the other interviews and see what gets offered. Can’t h...
Haven't Slept *Edit (x's 2) in Hello
Spent all of yesterday morning, afternoon and early evening sleeping. Nothing was laid out for dinner so mom opted for Olive Garden. I got the five cheese baked ziti and it was delicious. Jus...
I Yearn For A Literate Society in Hello
I only know about this song from the Cole Porter musical “Kiss Me Kate.” I’ve never heard it from the female perspective.
Tales From The ER in Hello
After 11 hours, two IV bags of fluid, four horse sized potassium pills and one librium for withdrawal symptoms I am now officially a non-drinker. My chest started feeling real tight around thre...
So Much For My Absense in Hello
1:11 AM I’ve got a fever, really bad headache and I threw up dinner a few minutes ago. Currently stretched out on the couch, fan going full blast trying to cool off and sipping on water. No cl...
Break From Reality in Hello
I’m going away for a while. I’ll still read and comment, I just have nothing important or of significance to say anymore. Peace, y’all!
Nappy Time Update in Hello
Yup, that title. After a brief few hours of sleep I peeled myself off the couch at seven AM, showered and got dressed for my interview. The Mazda/Toyota plant is GIGANTIC. Anyways, basic questi...
Sinus Headaches in Hello
These have been the WORST headaches I’ve ever had in my life. Very painful and debilitating. Sudafed has done jack squat for them, only Tylenol manages to knock them out. In other news I’m on...
Still Sick in Hello
A week + with Covid. I’m so tired of this crap. For the most part I’m getting better but the last two days I’ve gotten excruciatingly painful sinus headaches. Found some tips online about mass...
A Darkness Looms Over The U.S.A. in Hello
Fuck it! Ban gay rights! Ban gay marriage! Shit, let’s bring back segregation while we’re at it and all white juries! Contraceptives? Hahaha fuck you and the unborn! Welfare? Fuck no! Shouldn’t h...
Peace is a lie. There is only passion. Through passion, I gain strength. Through strength, I gain power. Through power, I gain victory. Through victory, my chains are broken. The Force shall fre...
Stir Crazy in Hello
I want to get out and do something so bad but moving around too much leaves me fatigued. Still sick, yes. I’ve been going to Circle K for my daily Mt. Dew icee and I did go by Books-A-Million y...
“There are monsters in all walks of life. One doesn’t need unlimited power to create victims. One just needs to be desperate.” “When friends go wrong, you don’t get a choice about what to do.” ...
