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“It is sometimes an appropriate response to reality to go insane.”

Philip K. Dick

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March 10, 2023

1:35 AM in Hello

First not off the sauce in a week. Of course I can’t sleep. I’ve not read anymore on The Amazing Maurice however I did best God of War: Ragnarok. Odin kills Thor when he refuses to kill me. T...


March 09, 2023

What The Hell Did I Eat? in Hello

Acid reflux. Haven’t had it this bad in well over a year. I’m spitting fireballs over here! Antacid and more ice water is in store. Plus, I need a good back scritchin’. I’m itchy.


When the Armed Forces lowered their standards I seriously thought of joining the Marine Corp. They are hardcore badasses. I still find myself watching boot camp videos. As a guy who has been ...


March 08, 2023

I KNEW IT! in Hello

Despite my better judgement I kept talking to Reddit girl. Just a few minutes ago she asked for $100 to keep her internet on. Now I’ve uninstalled the app I was using and blocked everything else…...


March 08, 2023

Okay So! in Hello

I want to lay on my stomach and have a cat or two stretch out on my back and make biscuits aka knead on me. It’d feel great right now. Breakfast was Cheerios with sliced bananas. Twas great.


March 08, 2023

Ron DeSantis Is Coming... in Hello

America is so fucked....


March 07, 2023

Smoke in Hello

Late dinner, grilling burgers. Got some sour cream and onion chips. Y’all come eat. We ran a bunch of errands today then came back home where boredom set in so we made a trip to Target. They’r...


March 05, 2023

Typical in Hello

I feel fucking awful. Woke up at 2:30 AM royally hungover. Yeah yeah stop drinking. Live my life for a day (with my memories) and wonder why you’re still alive. Cue the cat: Smokey just laid ...


March 05, 2023

Today I... in Hello

Tried Korean short ribs for the first time at Viethouse. Oh my god they were succulent! Came with steamed rice, cucumber slices, sliced carrots, two slices of tomatoes and lettuce. Will defini...


March 03, 2023

9:45 AM in Hello

It’s too early for me to be awake. 😁 Seriously, I’ve had crap sleep all week. I could go for a breakfast burrito, glass of orange juice, follow up glass of water and about four more hours of sle...


March 03, 2023

Figures... in Hello

It’s either a guy or a bot fucking with me on Reddit. That’s not cool to play on someone’s loneliness. Ex Machina broke my heart for the geek who was played by the A.I. robot. I want to watch...


March 02, 2023

Gosh Darn! in Hello

The sausage and three bean soup was delicious but my god the heartburn. Tomatoes effing kill me sometimes and there was a whole can in it, seasoned with basil, garlic and onion. I like garlic b...


March 02, 2023

Lazy Night in Hello

Been sleeping on and off today. Mom is not feeling well at all and hurts all over. I keep telling her to take a nice hot bath. A girl from Reddit messaged me last week. We been chatting dail...


February 28, 2023

Failure in Hello

Tonight is number three I’ve been in the throes of vodka. Look up the lyrics.


February 28, 2023

Treat in Hello

My income tax came in Friday so I treated mom out to Ichiban last night. We both ordered filet mignon and scallops. We split a rainbow roll, the meal came with miso soup and a salad, fresh vegg...


February 25, 2023

Achy Breaky Body in Hello

My gout toe still hurts. The last three days, mid spine and to the left, has been hurting where I coughed hard and pulled a muscle. Heating pad and Icy Hot ARE great, I just wish it’d go away. ...


February 24, 2023

Seven More Days in Hello

One week sober. My continued goal is to make it to 41 with a year under my belt. Baby steps. Right now, let’s just make it through the night.


February 22, 2023

Warm Tummy, Fire Mouth in Hello

Well, I went against my better judgement, left the house and tried to run a few more errands. Yet another problem cropped up but I got it taken care of. I didn’t get to finish all I set out to ...


The high has to come down sometime. I just woke up from a nightmare where I relived some past trauma. I don’t think I’ll leave the house today…


February 22, 2023

H.A.L.T. in Hello

Am I: Hungry Angry Lonely Tired/Thirsty Just learned about this. Further researchin’ I go. Edit: This is brilliant. https://health.clevelandclinic.org/halt-hungry-angry-lonely-tired/ S.T.O.P. S...


February 22, 2023

Hail Cesar! in Hello

Butterflied and grilled two chicken breast. The fatty pieces I grilled as well on a piece of aluminum foil for the stray kitties. Caught a photo of one this afternoon using the mulch bag on my ...


February 21, 2023

Feet Don't Fail Me Now in Hello

My birthday didn’t go quite as planned. We went to Metro Diner for the first time. I got the Carolina Shrimp N Grits. Two fried grit cakes with a moat of white gravy chock full of shrimp and an...


February 19, 2023

Happy 40th Birthday To Me in Hello

Finally crashed around 8 PM. Slept like a log till about 6:40 AM. Now starts the birthday festivities! Blue Plate for breakfast, chocolate chip banana pancakes here I come! Antman and Wasp at no...


My gout area keeps cramping up and it is excruciating. I can’t sleep, obviously, so I’ve got a Monk marathon on (even though I think I’ve seen every episode now.) I’ve done a bunch of word find...


February 17, 2023

Day 1 Again in Hello

Depression got the best of me and I drowned myself for a while. I’m watching History: Facts Vs Fiction. Prohibition lead to the invention of the cocktail. Moonshine and bathtub gin was so awful...


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