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“It is sometimes an appropriate response to reality to go insane.”

Philip K. Dick

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April 10, 2023

Mucho Beddah in Hello

I feel a lot better than I did yesterday. Our Easter meal was small and quaint. Baked ham, squash casserole, green beans (ick) dressing with gravy. Only my aunt came, her daughter and two grand...


April 09, 2023

Today Sucks in Hello

My BP is up and my chest is pounding. Just took my meds. I’m gonna lay here on the couch, try to relax my breathing and wait this out. I’ve been on the self destruction warpath and have alien...


April 08, 2023

West And Wewaxation in Hello

I’ve slept so much the last few days. No energy what so ever. The world is passing me by…of course I had to hide a few times. Mom took a bunch of plastic eggs stuffed with candy to her job to...


April 07, 2023

I Have The Flu in Hello

I have chills, fever, aches… I’m still smoking legal weed. Yeah, it’s counterintuitive but it makes me relax. In one of my fever dreams from last night I was helping my dad and his friends rob a ...


Knew how to rock! 🤘🤘🤘


April 03, 2023

Sniff It! in Hello

Smokey has developed a bad habit of laying on my chest and sticking his pink little butt hole right in my face. Don’t get me wrong, I do pet him but c’mon, butt hole! In my face! It’s a little ...


April 03, 2023

Juicy in Hello

Woke up craving juice. This happens from time to time. Grape, Apple, Orange, Fruit Punch don’t care! After I eat a trip to Wal-Mart is in order.


April 02, 2023

As Wicked in Hello


March 29, 2023

Cold Night in Hello

The temp has dipped significantly. Now I have a bit of a sore throat and dry cough. Ugh! I scarfed down a mini Red Baron pizza doused in habanero hot sauce. My sinuses have opened up. 🤒 As a...


March 28, 2023

Stuft in Hello

My sleeping is way off track. Woke up at nearly 4 PM. Mom decided she wanted fried chicken so I’m currently sitting at Metro Diner. We both order chicken and waffles. You get a huge house mad...


March 28, 2023

Who Cares? in Hello


March 28, 2023

Fuck It in Hello


March 25, 2023

Shitty Quality Video in Hello

For anyone one who has ever wondered what living in the southern U.S. has to deal with when the weather gets bad. https://youtube.com/shorts/NbZiAcYcdys?feature=share4 I’m keeping an eye on the n...


March 23, 2023

Good Vibes in Hello

Yet again, can’t sleep. Today was good. Started with breakfast burritos of egg, bacon and copped chicken patty. Ran the last of the errands. Paid mom’s car insurance, swung by Kroger to pay th...


March 22, 2023

Insomnia (Hardly Knew Ya!) in Hello

3:11 AM. I’ve been up since....fuck I don’t remember. My eyes are still burning even after putting in some drops. I’m up watching Icons on Vice. This one’s about Marvel trying to get films m...


March 22, 2023

Dry, Red Eyes in Hello

I slept like shit last night. My eyes are dried out. Very tired but still awake. Got a pharmacy’s worth of prescriptions at the psych doc’s office today. Imma head out. Nite.


March 21, 2023

Uptown Funk in Hello

I’ve felt empty all day. These days happen where I call it being in a funk. Even went for a walk this afternoon to try and clear my head. I see Dr. Gilbert at 10 tomorrow morning. Need my meds r...


March 19, 2023

Instacart 🤦 in Hello

I don’t know what licensing deal you signed, but don’t use my favorite King Khan & BBQ Show song for you commercials. I’ve seen them twice live and they’re amazing, not advertisements.


March 18, 2023

Dutch Has A Plan in Hello

Title is a reference to Red Dead Redemption 2. How’d court go? Well, the lawyer got my judge switched to the one who runs what they call mental health court. First I need to see my psychiatrist...


March 17, 2023

Dr. Manhattan in Hello

I feel this…


March 14, 2023

Three In One Day? Huzzah! in Hello

So much for getting groceries. Her arthritic leg is acting up and my gout foot aches, walking is difficult. We did do our bank/pay bills crap and I bought us lunch a Big Papa Gyros. I am stuff...


Need to drop off paperwork at the Medical Mall, do some banking, drive mom around to get groceries. Then court tomorrow. I’m pretty sure you could stick a lump of coal up my butt and get a dia...


March 14, 2023

Depression Sleep in Hello

I’ve been asleep all day. No energy. I did eat some egg drop soup. I’m nervous about court but I’m trying to stay positive but it’s so difficult. I’ve been talking the new friend about it to help...


Okay, technically it’s 1:33. Forgot about DST. Stretched out watching the Psych marathon on HMM and dicking around on Reddit. I finished (finally) The Amazing Maurice. Funny book and now becau...


March 10, 2023

When One Door Closes in Hello

Break in through the window. Last night, even though I felt like crap and had the shakes, turned out really good. I made a new close friend. Tonight will be chicken pot pie. Still awake sinc...


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