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“It is sometimes an appropriate response to reality to go insane.”
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Stick Removed From Ass in Hello
I’m feeling better than I did earlier today. Tried to read some and ended up passing out for a few hours. I needed it. For dinner I ordered a pizza cause I’m lazy. A few months ago I went to t...
Fuckery About in Hello
Got to New Horizons to only learn that the therapist scratched her eye or something and isn’t there to do the assessment. Gee, thanks for calling to let me know assholes! It’s bad enough I didn...
3:23 AM (Technically Monday) in Hello
I slept till 4:30 this afternoon. The way I felt yesterday, I needed it. So I’m now at twenty-one days sober or three weeks if you will. In less than twelve hours I go in for my assessment fo...
Sleep Is Off Again in Hello
Woke up this afternoon feeling like absolute shit. My body hurt, my throat hurt and I kept hacking up some lovely mucus. DayQuil took care of that for me. Didn’t do shit today. Rained so no la...
Starlord At The Movies in Hello
Guardians 3 was awesome! The after credits scene was meh. There was a lot of cgi animals so when I watched the credits I recognized a few famous names that voiced them. Lloyd Kauffman Linda C...
Mucho Mejor in Hello
Woke up with no aches and pains. Yay! Took two trazadones and crashed HARD! Slept around ten hours and woke up so groggy. Worth it though. We’re gonna catch the 6:30 showing of Guardians. F...
Not Hungover in Hello
When I did manage to sleep this morning, it was only a few hours. I woke up feeling like absolute shit. My bones hurt and I had a headache. Was supposed to drive my mom and aunt around to lunc...
Still awake. It’s technically Tuesday so I can say that yesterday was officially two weeks sober. Hooray!!! 🎊 I’m tired yet sleep won’t come. Figures. My alarm is set to go off at six so I ca...
NO SLEEP TILL... in Hello
EXHAUSTION!!! Finished Robogenesis and went as far to email the author on his website if a third book is in the works. It ends on a cliffhanger where the two AI’s are about to duke it out for co...
Dunno if it’s nerves or too much caffeine today but I’m wide awake. Watching Drugs Inc on National Geographic Channel. The last episode was about krokidile. Last five minutes showed a guy’s le...
Who Woulda Thought in Hello
I’d be craving getting high more thank getting drunk. It was real bad earlier. For those who aren’t addicts, when a craving hits all your emotions hit at once. This time I was angry. I wanted...
Managed to catch another hour or so of sleep today. I bet been relaxing with my heating pad, PS4 and my book Robogenesis. I finished the first one Robopocalypse a few days ago. It’s about an AI ...
NO SLEEP FOR YOU! in Hello
Another night of shitty sleep. I’m very tired right now but can’t doze off to save my life. In the meantime I’d like a few sausage links, order of hash browns with cheese (and maybe a few splash...
Sandpaper And Iodine in Hello
My friggin’ left foot is itching so bad. I got a bug bite, figures. It dawned on me earlier that today is double digits, ten days sober. Awesome! I’m still having the urge to get stoned but ...
Three Good Deeds in Hello
Went and widdled in the cup this morning. Even the guy administering the test was surprised I was called twice in a row. After, I sucked it up and went to New Horizons and filled out the paper...
Seriously? in Hello
Just called the color code line. I get to pee AGAIN in a cup this morning. 🙄
Beached Whale in Hello
Another factoid since quitting pot/alcohol, I’ve been putting away a lot more food. Granted it’s been veggies as I’ve been cooking more but tonight I over did it in fajitas. When not taking in ...
I went and did my alcohol/drug screening this morning. I was going to go to New Horizons and do the assessment for the outpatient program but I chickened out. I don’t know why I’m so apprehensi...
Widdle In A Cup in Hello
My color got called today. I’ll go around eight-ish for the drug/alcohol screening. Didn’t sleep too good last night. Still very tired.
Seven Days in Hello
No weed and no alcohol. Woo hoo!!!
General Emptiness? in Hello
I don’t know what was going on earlier but I just felt…hollow? Empty? The way I put it to New Friend is Friday I had the Lewis Black show, yesterday I did yardwork and then went out to eat. To...
Did that yard work today. Chainsawed a bunch. Now my arms and back hurt from hauling that crap from the backyard to the curb. I’m sunburned, too. Bah! Mom took my eldest and SIL out to eat ...
Lewis Black And Other Musings in Hello
The show last night was funny just the audio sucked. When he was speaking softly I couldn’t really make out what he was saying but when he started his ranting and yelling I could hear him fine. ...
Eggplant Parm Rocks in Hello
Mom cooked last night. Ended up eating two plates as I was super hungry. Ended up eating the last just a few minutes ago for lunch. My withdrawal symptoms are getting better. I’m very tired ri...
Rage Monster Update in Hello
I’m so fucking irritable today. I want my vape. 6:07 PM I’ve calmed down a lot. Mom and I did breakfast at Blue Plate Cafe, went shopping and generally enjoyed the nice weather. After so muc...
