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“It is sometimes an appropriate response to reality to go insane.”
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45 days sober I woke up feeling good but as the day has progressed my stomach is giving me stunning displays of rectal pyrotechnics out the butt. I don’t feel good.
They Tried To Make Me Go To Rehab in Hello
But I said sure, okay! Today was day two of outpatient. The counselor is very nice and the two other gals in treatment are a trip. There is a topic of the day which becomes a group discussion (...
So Tired... in Hello
Up all night, go figure. The first rehab appointment wasn’t bad at all. Small group, our therapist is cool and it basically becomes a group discussion over the topic of the day. Today’s was dea...
Went down the rabbit hole on Reddit reading about bad Door Dash experiences. I’m of the mind that if I have a vehicle to drive, I’m going to get my food. Hell, I don’t even rely on pizza delive...
Insanity Of Addiction in I'm About To Have A Nervous Breakdown
(Just posted this to Reddit.) I’m 40 days sober. I had to make a run to the grocery store with a family member to pick up some food for lunch and dinner tomorrow. Weekends are bad triggers for me...
Just Flew In From The Vet in Hello
And boy are my arms tired. Actually I knew there was no way I was going to get Smokey in the cat taxi. Mom called in to work to help me today. Had to wrap him in a towel and bear hug him the wh...
He Wants A Shoehorn in Hello
The kind with teeth… Called the Widdle Hotline at 6 AM and had to go for a screening. Had been up all night cause hey, who needs sleep, amirite? Eventually passed out sometime this afternoon an...
Yay My Back Hurts Again!!! in Hello
Still in that mid, left of spine section as well as lower back and my hip. Did a few loads of laundry, pre dinner dishes, after dinner dishes, fed all the cats, took the trash out and assisted w...
Literary Quote in Hello
Life can be confusing. Good God, and how. Sometimes it seems like the older I get, the more confused I become. That seems ass-backwards. I thought I was supposed to be getting wiser. Instead...
Poor Smoke Smoke in Hello
Smokey got onto my lap and began meowing angrily and growling. I noticed he has a limp on his back leg. He went to hide under my bed and (hopefully) fell asleep. I did bring in his can bed and...
Considered Yourself Assessed in Hello
Oi! Just got in a little while ago from outpatient assessment. Answering yes to just about every question really makes me want to rethink my life
Parmesan flavored goldfish crackers suck! I just took two Tylenol. Since stopping weed and booze I get headaches more frequently. Can’t explain it but I hate hate HATE having a headache. Feels...
Trying to sleep when dinner comes back to haunt me. My throat is on fire, my tummy feels queasy and I’m out of antacids. Fuuuuuuuck!!! How did I do this almost every day with a hangover? I thi...
That Was Funny!!! in Hello
Yeah, I did no lawn work today. Got up at 5:30 to take mom to work. Fell back asleep around 8 something and got up at 1. By then it was already 90 F (32 C) outside. My happy ass was staying i...
Please Allow Me To Introduce Myself in Hello
I’m a man of wealth and taste… Ate good at dinner but the tomato sauce has come back to haunt me. Breathing fire… I’m very tired but can’t sleep. My heel is throbbing. Yesterday I was walking ...
Kittens!!! in Hello
Outdoor mama cat (Pistachio) finally got her two babies to come to the back porch. There was some left over wet food from where I fed her earlier and the kittens stepped up and finished it. So ...
31 Days (A Month, I Guess) in Hello
Tilapia is good. So are hush puppies. That was dinner. I’m feeling a lot better than I did yesterday. Report to the judge at 10 AM tomorrow for a progress report on how I’m doing. Should be int...
30 Days Sober in Hello
I’m…in a funk or whatever today.
Sleepy Boi in Hello
I’m so tired right now. Like my eyes burn and when I blink I can feel tears running out of them. Unfortunately mom had mandatory OT tonight and gets off in one more hour. Guess who has been in...
Stupid People in Hello
I got a feeling I’m going to have to call animal control on the new neighbors two houses down. They have two pitbull puppies they let wander around the neighborhood with no leash, collar or tag...
28 Days/4 Weeks in Hello
Suck it addictions! I’m sober. The last two nights I’ve crashed around seven and have slept straight till six AM. The way my body ached I needed it! No dinner, just rest. I feel good this mor...
I'm Really Friggin' Tired Now in Hello
Got bored with lazing about, spent an hour chainsawing another bush down and taking the branches to the curb. Slowly but surely I’m reclaiming my back yard. Even if my back is killing me now. ...
Mowed the lawn yesterday. Good lord it took a lot out of me for some reason. I actually had to sit down for a breather after I finished the back and a third of the front. It looks better now. ...
Ma and I did some errands today. Actually got her up and out the door by 10:30 this morning. Go me! Paid car insurance, put cash in the bank, got her ‘scripts filled ( and some Doan’s for my b...
Been sleeping on and off all day. Passed out around 11 PM and just woke up, fully awake. Back is feeling better but I slept on my left side so now the shoulder hurts. Great Still in a meh moo...
