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“It is sometimes an appropriate response to reality to go insane.”

Philip K. Dick

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Monk on in the background. Mom slept all day so I took a cue from her and slept most of the evening. Got up around eight-ish. Grilled the steaks, roasted the asparagus and tossed the Caesar sal...


July 04, 2023

U.S.A. in Hello

Happy Independence Day America!!! Where the SCOTUS is stripping away our rights, day after day. I wanted to go see the new Indiana Jones today but for the last few days mom has been really sick...


July 03, 2023

This Sucks in Hello

I drink coffee maybe twice a year, if even that. I had a cup earlier with half of an apple fritter and now I feel SO sick at my stomach. Too much sugar. I’m going to dilute my body with water...


July 03, 2023

You've Had Your Fun in Hello

Drank Friday and Saturday. As my title implies, I had my week of feeling sorry for myself, but now it’s time to saddle up again and take this seriously again. I’ve slept on and off today. Mom...


June 30, 2023

Hell in Hello

Sweet fucking christ it is HOT outside. I took my shirt off when I got in from court and getting lunch, turned on the fan and laid down on the couch. Took a sip off my ice water and some of it ...


June 30, 2023

How Am I? in Hello

Depressed, yet again. Overwhelmingly feeling sad and alone. I was doing good mentally. What happened? Is it because of my relapse? Because I miss new friend (we parted ways for our own ment...


June 30, 2023

Stupid Head in Hello

I drank again last night. Cried most of the morning. In group I told them about my relapse. One of the girls gave me a hug and said it’s going to be okay. See the judge tomorrow at ten AM. Too...


June 28, 2023

This Depressed Me Hard in Hello

https://www.reddit.com/r/comics/comments/14ktlmv/black_cats_my_first_full_comic_that_started_it_all/ I have a black cat I named Midnight that has been hanging around my house since 2019. I make ...


June 27, 2023

Uh Oh... in Hello

My color got called today. There is a form I fill out everytime I go. There are two blank areas that require a checkmark that boils down to I have done drugs/alcohol in the last 72 hours or I h...


Oh I feel like ASS. Can’t get enough water. Slept all day. Didn’t have to do a pee test and emailed the counselor I had a flat tire. I’ll be back ship shape and ready to go tomorrow. I’m just go...


June 26, 2023

Full Relapse in Hello

Vape and an almost empty bottle of vodka sitting next to me. Jail seems fun…


June 25, 2023

Weed Whacker in Hello

Today is one of those days I really wish I could get stoned. One of the Showtime channels is having an all day marathon of the Friday the 13th films. I’d get baked and laugh at all the ridiculou...


June 25, 2023

Another Saturday Night... in Hello

Feeling alone and low right now. What’s new?


June 24, 2023

Ack, Crivens! in Hello

Oh waily waily, waily! It’s bleedin’ hot and humid outside. I’m totally jealous of my friend who is celebrating her honeymoon in Iceland. She sent me pictures of snow and ice. 🤬 I told her to...


June 24, 2023

Reddit Post I Made in Hello

Had some personal issue go down earlier today that’s left me lost in my head. I’ve been wanting to drink for a few days now, definitely tonight as well. But what will it accomplish? I want the ...


June 23, 2023

Wilderness in Hello

The steady glow of the fire cast an orange shadow against the trees I embrace it’s warmth yet all around I feel the cold I know you’re there In the shadows Watching Waiting I catch brief glimpses...


June 23, 2023

Submarine Jokes in Hello

I heard the seafood on that lost submarine sucks. Too dark? Not as dark as it is under the sea! 😈


June 22, 2023

Need To Lay Off TV in Hello

Pits Underboob Bifolds Butt crack Feet Nausea Heartburn Indigestion Upset stomach Diarrhea Actor Anthony Anderson is a fucking hypocrite. One commercial he’s selling Smirnoff vodka and in the nex...


June 22, 2023

Rainy Day Stew in Hello

I ended up sending the counselor an email saying I still felt awful. She wished me luck and said she’d see me Monday. Cool. I did manage to catch around five to six hours of sleep so that was ...


June 21, 2023

3:46 AM in Hello

I didn’t really feel well since getting up yesterday morning. Shit sleep, headaches throughout the day. Did manage a nap but woke up with a headache. So, here I am, close to 4 and I really do...


June 20, 2023

Fiddy Days in Hello

50 days sober. 🦸


More like for the New Orleans drink a Hurricane. Mom treated to me Cajun Steamer for a, “Father’s Day,” from the cats lunch. It was packed and very warm. Made the mistake of looking at the cock...


June 18, 2023

What I Won't Eat in Hello

Use 🤮 to mark what you will NOT eat/drink. Ketchup Mayonnaise Spicy Pickles Black Jelly Beans 🤮 Pineapple Bacon Pizza Sardines Oysters Tuna Cotton Candy Buffalo wings Brussels Sprouts Mushrooms...


June 17, 2023

Oh Petrol! in Hello

You expensive bitch! Had just enough gas to mow the front lawn. Sall good, the back isn’t that bad. More clovers than grass. I’m reclining in front of the fan cooling off. So fucking humid ou...


June 16, 2023

Eating Like Old People in Hello

3:58 PM and dinner is ready! I cooked early because I’m taking the car on weekends while mom is at work. Why? Just in case my color comes up for a widdle test. Usually I have dinner ready by 6:...


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