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I had the house to myself this weekend. My roomies did not plan that so I just got stuck watching their dog but whatever. I locked my keys in my car when I went to Hetal’s yesterday. Nobody was i...

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I can feel my depression trying to come and take over my life. Maybe in some ways, it has. I’m pretty good at swerving negative thinking. It was not easy training my mind to do that but I think t...

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One of Matt’s childhood friends committed suicide a few days ago. (Matt is my sister’s husband whom I all I live with) He was a priest, he left behind a pregnant wife and three kids. We suspect t...

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Oh today I’m just a drop of water and I’m running down a mountainside come tomorrow I’ll be in the ocean I’ll be rising with the morning tide Am I okay? It can be hard to tell sometimes because I...

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My bad mood is finally starting to let up. I just get so mad about being mad because I don’t want to carry that feeling around with me all day. Ya know? I caught myself taking it out on my sister...

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I was very adamant about making sure that I see my mother today. I don’t know why but I just wanted to see her. We have been trying to schedule me an appointment to do her hair but she has been v...

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I’m so irritable today. I’ve got a lot that I need to deal with but I’ve got it all on the back burner. I’m evolved enough to know that not dealing with things is what generates my anxiety but I’...

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Something reminded me of my old penpal Jenson so I DM’d him the other day. He was always like a big brother to me. He used to date my cousin online back in the 2000s lol. Through MSN. He and I be...

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You’ll probably need to read my last entry to get brought up to speed. My sister Miranda came over yesterday to do some laundry. She seemed to be in better spirits. By like, a lot. Now that she i...

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In my last entry when I said that I did not care about what happens to my sister’s boyfriend I did not mean it that way. His family came to take him back to his city today. He was supposed to be ...

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I don’t know how to start this entry. My sister Miranda called me while I was out with some friends this evening. She asked me to take her to the Health Science Centre. (It’s a special hospital) ...

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I was just watching Antonio Garza’s latest video about the time she got arrested. It brought up an old memory of mine, the time I got arrested. So! story time: First, I need to explain my city. W...

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My mood yesterday was pretty sour. After I wrote that entry my sister asked me to watch her son while she ran to the store quickly. He cried the entire time. His cry is three times louder than Ma...

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It’s been a couple of days since I’ve done any real exercise. I can barely get myself to move today because I am in such a bad mood. I think that I am just sick of being around people. They are a...

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The petting zoo yesterday was awesome. I wanted to share pics but I forgot my phone at Bev’s house. I spent the whole day there. She made black bean quinoa burgers which I thought were alright. S...

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Yesterday I was invited to spend the day in Anola with my sister’s family at her inlaws. They wanted a designated driver and they all know that I ain’t busy lol. I declined anyway. They have quad...

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Frig. On Tuesday I ran about 7.5km according to the health app on my phone. I ended that one with doing quite a few sprints. I am trying to get more explosive exercises in so that I can improve m...

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I was right, all that tension between my brother in law and I was just in my head. It finally came up, my lack of job searching and I was honest with him. That I was just enjoying this break. He ...

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My anxiety got a little high the instant my brother in law came home. I felt like I was in trouble. So now there is all this imaginary tension between us. I can barely look at him which is so lam...

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While I was out in Gimili with my mother, she casually explained to me that she and her boyfriend have been spending weekends at their trailer as well as taking their camper trailer to other plac...

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I went out to Gimili with my mother this weekend. Her boyfriend inherited a trailer and the lot that it is on. His family is very good at taking care of their things. That trailer is from 1977 an...

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Tomorrow I leave for Gimili with my mother. It’s a small town up north that has a harbour at the lake. She has a trailer out there and on mother’s day, she asked me to join her for this weekend. ...

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Last night I woke up around 2:30 from an epic dream that I had. I went straight for my iPad to write it down. It was in medieval times and all the nations in the America’s banded together to figh...

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Exercising has been a form of escapism for me. Especially since I lost my job. This morning I was out the door for a run within an hour of waking up, which is unusual for me. I started to have an...

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At the beginning of last year, I decided that I wanted to create a new Instagram account. I wanted to take it a little more seriously than it ever needed to be. I had a rough idea about what I wa...

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