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Pardon the entry title but I just saw that in a meme and I died from laughter. My nephew has a new obsession… me! Ok, not an obsession but he is one year old and my sister got hormonally jealous ...

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I was in a rush this morning and I accidentally published an unfinished private entry. At least the content wasn’t too embarrassing. I caught myself trying to make excuses to avoid doing some thi...

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This shook me up a bit.

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I’ve been keeping a lot of my entries private to spare you guys from the battle that is going on inside of me between my old political beliefs and my new ones. I want to be more open about it bec...

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Here are a few things that I could be doing during these strange times but can’t bring myself to do: -I have a pile of books that I want to read -I have a queue of audiobooks that I want to finis...

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I’m back back back again with the dysmorphia. I won’t let it consume me though. I workout so much and my body is just so far from what I want it to be and it gets me so flustered just thinking ab...

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E = mc2 says that everything is one energy that expresses itself in millions of ways. Mistics came to that same conclusion but call that energy God. If that energy is real so then God must be rea...

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I am considering returning to Facebook. I would only do so by creating a new account because I do not have any obligations to my former self. Well, I suppose I could just block the people I can’t...

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I’m a little annoyed with Toni again. She called me this morning during a breakdown she was having at work. I calmed her down. Now I just got off the phone with her again after a two-hour convers...

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This guy is funny. A lot of his content parodies me but I can take a joke. This one reminds me of why I quit social media. I was starting to feel like a SJW. I was literally triggered by everythi...

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I think I can finally put into words how I feel. I had no context for feeling betrayed and deceived. Somebody asked me if it was possible that it was myself. I don’t want to sound melodramatic bu...

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I spent most of my day outside yesterday. We finally had some warm weather in my city. I went on an adventure with my niece and nephew. The longest adventure ever according to my niece. We were j...

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Well, I let my depression win yesterday. I’m not upset about it. I probably needed time to rest. Sure, I’m not physically exhausting myself but my mind is going a lightyear a minute. I am trying ...

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I went over to Bev’s the other day to meet her new man. She was hoping that I would be able to get a good read on him. His guard was up so I didn’t get much. Honestly, he seemed terrified of me a...

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This might be a little TMI but my body pushed something out of throat yesterday and it was gross and disturbing. I think it was necessary, whatever it was. It was organic and I think it was a pie...

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I am running out of things to do. I can’t wait for this shit show to be over because I am aching to join a Crossfit gym with Toni. I just want to get my body moving already. Everything I’m doing ...

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Yesterday I learned that my friend Ange suffered a pulmonary embolism last year. I thought she moved to the UK because I was unable to get a hold of her. That was her plan the last time we spoke....

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So how am I doing? I honestly don’t know. I’m wearing some pretty good armour. I’m not feeling anything. I know how to act like I feel but I’m dead inside. Ok, I’m being dramatic but drama is my ...

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I honestly haven’t let my feelings about everything going on right now sink in. I ran out of meds a few days ago so maybe that is why it is all starting to hit me? I got around to getting that fi...

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omg, I can’t this woman is so funny! This exactly how serious I take things.

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This entry is probably going to strike a nerve. I have my own life to live. I have a good mind, good priorities and my own preferences and I want to go somewhere in a decent way and treat people ...

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It’s 2am and I’m tossing and turning as usual when I remembered something concerning. Well, something interesting at least. Maybe. I was thinking about my prescription and if I wanted to continue...

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I’ve given up trying to wake up at a decent time. I have to admit that to myself right now. It’s not like I actually hate sleeping until I can’t sleep no more. It’s not like I actually hate feeli...

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I went for a walk with my nice today. I was trying to go by myself but I couldn’t say no when she asked to join me. There was a light rain and I just wanted to experience it. She turned the walk ...

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I’m starting to get excited about my city reopening. Patios will be available and I just want to go out and get fed with some friends. My mother made it clear that she will continue to self-isola...

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