Entries 1,401

Page 34 of 57

Getting out of bed sucks. I just try and drag out the existential dread. I spent all day packing and worrying. I still don’t know where I’m going to be after I load my storage locker. I’ll ask Br...

---

I have my boxes ready. I went out and bought the suitcases that I will be trying to live out of. I have two couches lined up so far that I’ll be alternating between. Maybe. Leanne can’t commit to...

---

I’m just abusing my Prosebox privileges. My brain will implode if I bottle everything up. Speaking of bottles, I haven’t craved a drop of alcohol during all of this. Can you believe? Of course, w...

---

Who ordered the autoimmune disease during a pandemic that is deadly to people with underlying conditions? Ok, I don’t actually have a diagnosis but my thyroid was something that my doctor wanted ...

---

I got a sentence from Hetal yesterday. I asked her to call me. I’m going to ask her if her offer is still open. I don’t have anywhere in the city to go so I might as well move over to Windsor Ont...

---

I’m not too confident about how the job interview went. I’m overqualified for the position and the hiring manager made that into a concern. There were two times that she had to bring me back to t...

---

Kyle got back to me, he and Evan do not have a way to create space for me. My mother officially said that she can’t help either. It’s Leanne’s birthday weekend so I’m not going to confirm her off...

---

I have an interview for a Marshall’s this Friday. My interview skills are pretty good but I am a little rusty. I’ll be fine. It’s seasonal and part-time which could roll into full-time. Not that ...

---

Well, call me Caitlyn I’m triggered. Not literally but a friend shared a post that had an image of a man crying in his car. He took his life shortly after that image because he had no recourse fo...

---

Things are starting to feel real. I called the storage locker place and I go down tomorrow to reserve my unit. We’ll sort out the details from there. Then after that, I will plan how to get my bi...

---

I can’t get an image out of my head that I had in my dream last night. One part of my dream was lucid and that was when I came across my father. He passed away when I was eight and when I approac...

---

The majority of the places that I have applied to over the last few weeks close tomorrow as part of the COVID response. No recourse for them this time I believe. My Prime Sinister is too busy fig...

---

I spent the afternoon with Kyle. We went out for lunch and then we overstayed our welcome. He’s so inquisitive, anyone who likes to hear themselves talk would like this guy. Not to say that I am ...

---

My Prime Sinister has a deep disdain for democracy and it is startling. The direction Trudeau is taking Canada terrifies me. For starters, he openly praises China’s dictatorship. Not China, their...

---

It’s another fine day in 2020. It could all just be in my head but I am feeling some tension in this house. My sister suggested that we have a family meeting when Matt comes home. That didn’t hap...

---

My brother-in-law comes home today. My sister suggested the other day that we should have a family meeting. She was feeling torn over the weekend and I wasn’t really in a time & space to help...

---

The most important spiritual growth doesn’t happen when you’re meditating or on a yoga mat. It happens in the midst of conflict. When you’re frustrated, angry or scared and you’re doing the same ...

---

What are my aspirations? I haven’t given that any thought as of late. I was just getting my footing when the C19 response pulled the rug. Toni and I were planning to move in together so we could ...

---

I stopped tracking all the places that I have applied to. I know that I’ve applied to multiple departments within certain places. Of course, that’s not what is weighing me down. I was reminded ye...

---

Bev cooked up a vegan thanksgiving yesterday. She hosted it at her boyfriend’s parent’s house because they have a dishwasher. The address was right across from where I grew up. I didn’t recognize...

---

What I thought was just a goal turned out to be a command. My mistake. My country, Canada, is in a record recession that is only getting worse, is in the middle of a pandemic that is only getting...

---

I’m made of lead in the mornings. I’m too heavy to move. Last night I had a panic attack only I didn’t have the panic. I’m absent fear when I have anxiety and panic attacks. I’ve lived with this ...

---

The biggest and badest covert narcissist that I have in my life is myself. My ego. I’m struggling to hang on to my narrative. My mind is trying to contextualize myself into being a perfect victim...

---

Liberal Privilege 1) Believing you have the right to control other people’s lives 2) Believing you have the right to never hear other opinions 3) Believing that when you’re offended others have t...

---

A PCR (polymerase chain reaction) is different from a PCR test. Dr. Kary Mullis, the inventor of the PCR differentiates the PCR from the PCR tests (the standard test we’re currently using to dete...

---